People can be so mean sometimes.
Like, really.
:(
Yesterday was my Christmas night out
I didn't take any pictures myself,
but everyone else did,
so I will steal the pics and do a post on that!
It was a bit pants though.
I was all up for it,
then as things go..
didn't live up to the hype!
Anywayyy..part of that was because of my mum.
BOOOO to you woman!
Since moving in with my boyfriend, I eat slightly more than I used to..
i'm not big though,
i'm under 9 stone, size 10.
Hardly a wide load!
But my mum keeps making comments to me about needing to buy a size bigger in clothes
or how i'd look better if I lost a couple of lbs.
Or just pulls one of those faces.
Now is there any need for that?!
It TOTALLY made me feel rubbish yesterday.
I'm not one of those to be comfortable with my weight as it is,
but to have my mum add to it.
I really wasn't in the mood.
You all know what I look like right now..
do I need to show you?
ha..indulge in more posing?!
;)
well, this is the weight my mum 'approved' of..more than I am now
(sorry its bright, old phone picture)
Eeee! Dark hair!
I was an 8..a small 8
and yes, I was happier.
but I was also a lot younger!
I would love to be that size again,
but not enough to go on a diet.
I'm crazy on diets..
I don't eat..well 500 calories per day, I exercise 2/3 hours a day.
Tomato soup, half a baked potato with beans, dry chicken and steamed veg..and a pack
of quavers as a treat is my diet.
I'm good at dieting.
Not healthily.
But I lose the weight and I feel more confident.
I don't diet anymore, because I can't do it the right way.
I just think it was nasty to comment,
you may not be confident about some things,
but do you really need other people to point that out
and confirm its an issue!
Do you ever feel that way?
About anything, not just weight.
I'm not good with criticism.
How do you all take it?!
Or..can you give me healthy diet tips?
:)
(This is a long post for me! Sorry its not a fun one!)
Anyway, what I really want to say..
is better said by someone else -
Steph
x